Why have I not got married?

Ok, I am going to answer this one last time. I am sick and tired of facing this question spoken or unspoken, thrown at me by every Tom, Dick and Harry. In future I am planning to give this link to anyone who asks me the question. funny

Why have I not got married?

The fact is I honestly don’t know. But I have some theories.

1. It might be because of the marital profile I have put up in the Bharat matrimony site. The usual profiles in Indian marriage market go on to say, “I am kind, sincere, good, decent back-ground, fun for life blah blah, which when summed up means, “I am God’s perfect gift to humanity and I want another one of his masterpieces as spouse.” Maybe my profile fizzles out instantly in comparison as it says:

“I am a good girl, Oh really I am, and I do believe in fantasy creatures like dragons, goblins and good men. 

Now for the man I want to hunt down, I mean find, you must look like Brad Pitt and earn like Bill Gates. Must be interested in mutual hate discussions and must be skilled at insulting, screaming and slamming doors in public. If you are what they say as ‘Mr Right’ then you will know instinctively that I am ‘Mrs Always Right’. My favorite hobby is designing night-wear for ghosts. It will be great if you can be supportive and give me ideas on that one. I can talk for hours without any topic. You must be willing to listen and contribute meaningful ‘Ohs’ and ‘Ahas!!’ but nothing more.If at all things don’t work out well for us, then I give you permission to unfriend me from real life but don’t ever unfriend me from Facebook.”

Well, would you believe, I usually receive responses like “In life you must be willing to compromise. there is nothing called always right! other than that I would be interested” A few of them tell me to give more importance to real life than facebook,  and some actually give me a sermon on Indian womanhood and go on to ask if I have gone out of my mind.  I don’t know where to keep my face. The few that laugh at it  and appreciate the write-up demand that I come to America with them and give up my dreams here. As though I am going to double over myself just because you are an NRI male and you can earn through your nose. So yes, that’s reason number one.

2. Men, it’s no offence to anyone in particular or if you are an exception, but in general I find that most Indian men, in a very unconscious manner spell “Woman entrepreneur” either as “Bitch” or as a “Snob” or worse still as a “domineering shrew”. If I can lead a business, then I might want to wear the pants in the house. Maybe it will take them another decade to understand the concept of ‘equality’ and ‘humanity’ in a pure and simple way instead of mixing it up with ‘male pride’, ‘tradition’ ‘husband’ ‘wife’, ‘family-safety’, ‘ávailable’ or that “wretched pants” in the house. Purely my mistake that I foolishly took birth in the previous generation.

3. I have been in love once. With a jerk. No, he wasn’t your usual jerk, but a high class, pious, successful, brainy jerk who just  turns weird in personal relationships. But who or what he is doesn’t matter, I am used to doing anything with intensity and total abandon, and this relationship too was an all consuming affair for three years.  It is purely my good luck that it broke in the nth minute before it finished my individuality off completely. It was a nightmare when it happened, but now not a day goes by when I don’t thank God.   But maybe, because I have loved so completely and experienced the ups and downs of a relationship so intensely, I am not craving that much to search the ideal partner again. I find that I am not that keen on society’s approval or recognition of me as a married woman. I can afford to stand alone and laugh at your face. For all I care you can celebrate me as the purest of angels or accuse me of having slept with the entire city, I have learnt the hard way not to place much on the changing scenery of life. For such of you interested in the juicy story,  you can read it up here: http://kirtanya.com/?p=156 This is not to say I am not open for a relationship, merely that I have not gone out of my way to look for it. And Business has kept me busy, very busy!

4. I might love myself,  but just may be, it might be that  from a man’s perspective, I am not that sexy to inspire wild love.

5. I am a Maverick and looks like I am destined to be one all my life. These are a few of the reasons that I can think. But I always get more questions thrown at me.

You will feel lonely later on in life. You will need a companion. Why don’t you take steps when you can. otherwise you will become old and nobody will want you?

Give me a break! As though you are not alone after marriage! My loneliness is better than your squabbles. You need some drama to fill up your time, by all means go ahead. You need another person to validate your existence, speak for yourself. I have taught myself to be happy without melo-dramas and real-life mega-serials. I am alone and I know it. You are alone and you don’t know it. That’s the only difference between you and me. And eh, you have sex.

The pure beauty of having your own children, you will miss out. What is a life that does not listen to a baby’s babbles!?

Agreed. I am in love with children and would have loved to have some of my own. But sometimes looking at the world, I think it is better not to have children in such a world. It is too big a responsibility. And maybe God saw something that all of you missed out.  He  had the sense to understand – “This girl, she is so awesome, she does whatever she does  so very well that if she had children of her own, she would get pathetically limited to them!  She will not be available to all those children out there in the world, who need an angel of mercy, to save them from their own parents.” So yes he denied me my children. I am game! (I am always this humble. :-P)

But don’t you have lust? at all?

Dude, the last time I checked I was still human. So you work it out.

Isn’t it a struggle? How can you manage? 

Not exactly your business, is it? 560325_10151180898000299_493118330_n

And yes, some men think since I am alone, I might just be interested in having a relationship with them?

Have you seen the ancient type stone-tablets, I mean the really sacred ones which look like the ones they show God giving ten commandments inscribed in the movies? Yea, I sometimes wish I can inscribe these words in such a tablet and hang around my neck.

“Dude, you married or committed to someone? Well, steer clear of me. I won’t even touch you with a bargepole. I might like you very much, be attracted to you, be stimulated by your intellect and may wish to dally with you intellectually, or even  sometimes feel a rare lust in a very humanistic way, but a thousand elephants together will not pull me into an affair with you, even if you are God Apollo walking in flesh and blood. Even if you have zero sex life with your wife. Even if she is a devil. Even if she has no problems with you having a relationship with me. It is not my game.  And there are no exceptions. So please don’t waste your time and energy. And mine too!

Also know that I have not judged you or condemned you just because you felt desire. I understand.

Have I made up my mind that I will never marry?

As of now, No. I have made up my mind in only one thing and that is, I am going to live a full and extra-ordinary life, with or without marriage. I have a dream and I am going to make that dream true, come what may! Not only at the end of the dream am I going to be happy, but I am going to have maximum fun all through the way! I will make every kind of sacrifice to make it possible.  If you haven’t noticed yet, I am an intelligent woman(at least most of the time) and I don’t define my life only within the context of relationships. If they happen, well and good. If they don’t, well, that’s just fine! I am too busy to notice what I am lacking.

And Now why am I wasting my time reacting to all of the world’s stupid questions?

Simply. My whim and fancy! I had nothing better to do today.




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I think I should do a repost of this on my blog especially the last questions. May be answer the same questions in my own way. I know how they try to get in to your mind and try to screw it. Awesome Post 🙂

P.S: Please enable comments from mobile devices. iPadla comment section thedi thedi aluthupoiten :p

Hey Kirtanya,

Firstly I am not surprised at your attitude cos off-late I’m able to relate this attitude to many in this generation, especially bloggers.

I don’t refute the agony you’ve gone through in most of your experiences stated here, however I still would not agree on many of your points and maybe would love to debate on it!

Hey Kirtanya,

Firstly I am not surprised at your attitude cos off-late I’m able to relate this attitude to many in this generation, especially bloggers.

I don’t refute the agony you’ve gone through in most of your experiences stated here, however I still would not agree on many of your points and maybe would love to debate on it!

good one and it has lot of matured writing and content !

Just know Kirtanya… ‘You are not answerable to anybody and Nobody owns you’… Live your life all the way… on your terms. Proud of you !!!

Just remember Kirtanya “You are not answerable to anybody and NOBODY owns you’. Enjoy LIVING LIFE on your terms. Proud of you !!!

wish i could write a male version and save some time !!……………. but i like people asking me such question so that i can throw some random philosophical shit and make fun of their miserable life 😛

One for Proud Singledom…you go girl….

P.s..i hope you wont mind if i direct some of those who ask me the same questions straight to this post for the answers..

Semma post 🙂 Hats off!! Loved every bit of the post.

Only you could have written this! Interesting read.

Hats off 2 ur patience…cud really feel ur heart speaking… but this’ll not put an end 2 all those questions…. as and when new characters come ur way… these’ll repeat & u’ll by then learn 2 answer them in lesser words & with more peace as I keep doing now… me too will go with Anil Arora…. Not 2 worry… theres’ a huge population of SPINSTERS & BACHELORS in the present world… who live life LARGER & MORE HAPPIER & MERRIER TOO… We r just part of that bigger spectrum… LETS CONTINUE 2 LIVE LIFE 2 OUR TERMS & not get dictated by society or the so called people who r close & caring to us…


i love this!! please please stay the same!!! bullshit to jerks!!

have had conversations and conferences on this very topic with family 😀

keertanya your blog is awesome……..good spirit keep it up!

Wow! Surprised and Glad we have a women like this in Chennai! Sharing on fb!

A wonderful read Kirtanya! Always be “this” humble 😉
I believe that the world takes you at your own estimate and just loved what you think of yourself ! Godspeed !

Amazing Writing. You’ve hit the nail on the head! Most people I know are getting married only so that they don’t grow old alone. How stupid a reason is that? There is no guarantee that a spouse will not predecease you or worse still decide to just abandon you ( and at times being right in the same house) so how come marriage is just treated as some for of security when in reality it’s not!

You continue to inspire us Ms. Keertanya!
Kudos for “I am going to live a full and extra-ordinary life, with or without marriage!”

I agree with your post on so many levels! 🙂 I just so hope, I don’t give into societal pressures and get married, just for the sake of it! :-/

Will share it with my mom! We are avid followers of your writing! 🙂

I love it Kirtanya! 🙂 SO true.. I see a whole lot of married people around me leading an all in all compromising life that it scares me. Love the post. Keep it coming! 🙂

Brilliantly written, kindred soul!! Resemble my experiences and also my arguments to a T. Except perhaps the Bharatmatrimony piece 😉 and except being an entrepreneur, I studied. I got asked – “have I been studying because I did not find a suitable husband?” and this after getting a fully funded place at the University of Cambridge. Go figure! 🙂

Kirtanya, You are simply Junglee, the way GOD wanted you to be. Liked the Native views of yours !

You stand Tall.. Proud of you!

hi its rahel can u tell me u’r E-mail ID?

Have you noticed expectations of our society don’t change over time? Good mark in 10th, good mark in 12th, college la good marks, placement in company, marriage, kids… For some people life is a template. Why bother with templates? Cheers!!!

Loved this!! U’ve just earned a new fan :-p
I’ve faced the same questions when I was single….I react with the question “Aunty, why shd I get married, u tell me?” and there starts the argument……..

I agree with The Pseudonym….why shd v follow templates? lets make templates for ourselves!!

P.S: even though I’m married for 2 years now, people seem to think, for some unknown reason, I’m single, maybe cos’ Im too “nutty” for a married woman!!

Guess you live in Chennai. Would like to meet you in Chennai. Not for consultations. For some business options and to be a friend, friend and friend only, no other motives. Can’t find your address anywhere.
should I send a mail first to kirtanya@mindfresh.in.

That was one awesome post and i have to say it- i do feel the same way right now and im glad u have made this post and it made myself get cleared from few questions 🙂 I just love your attitude… Hats off Keertanya 🙂

Awesome thoughts. Simple, clean and crisp write-up.
Good luck for your career.

Good going Ms.Kirtanya.
You marry or don’t….but try to have children…by adopting… to my sense our dreams should carry by someone…hope you understand what I am saying?.. everything cannot shared with everyone except our roots and shoots…

I was in the same boat as your’s,but you are smarter than me and leading boundless happy life! Proud of you! Good to know a bold lady comes out and speaking out truths! Your blog should be eye opener for many

ரொம்ப வித்யாசமான அணுகுமுறையா இருக்கு..கொஞ்சம் சம கால பெண்கள் இந்த மாதிரி மாறி வருகிறார்கள்.. அது அவர்களின் freedom சார்ந்த விஷயங்கள்…திருமணம் வேண்டாம் என முடிவெடுப்பது அவர்கள் மனதளவில் எடுத்து முடிவாயின் எல்லோரும் அதை ஏற்பதை விடுத்து வேறு வழி இல்லை. ஓர் ஆண் அப்படி முடிவெடுத்தால் ஏற்கிறோமே…..மாற்றங்கள் நன்மைக்கே….

? kirtanya you are very articulative on subjective contemporaries. You have devised a set of vocabulary up on which you substantiate your thoughts, research and talks. Your philosophy is awesome. At least certainly not the hubris of the defeated. I truly enjoyed reading your blogs and public speeches. I will certainly follow you in these blogs, social networks and youtubes as long as my mind can hold the gratitude and appreciation for you. Bye for now.

Ms. Kirtanya
Thanks for the motivational talks to young minds. Stimulates one to be honest, genuine, sincere, to be oneself, responsible and living human. Appreciate your forthright n courageous self that’s inspiring. God bless you with good health of mind n body. Prayer n wish for you.
Kind regards

Kirtanaya, Great to hear with so matured in handling.I wish your liberty be with you and marriage systems stay with society. Best wishes

Before 2 years, it would be a abusive content for me. but now, i think which you teach must reach everybody who see difference in humanity based on race,tradition and culture. i wish if i have a chance to see you.

Decades after a lady barathiyar..can read ur beats…guardian angel to younger generations especially girls..May God give u lots of energy….

This was best speech , you also a role model in my life

I just want to say u r awesome. U r thots really good. There will be an issue when we wear dress in a nude society. When we have a successful life, people will find a point where they can pull u down, so this is a point where they can. But u r really an awesome one person who can’t be touched by small thing. Keep going. Defently god has given u no assigned u to keep doing u r good work. All the best .

Dear Kirtanya,

I checked out all your vedios on YouTube and I want to have sometime to congratulate you on behalf of all your efforts to refresh people’s mind. You’re a bold woman and an inspiration to all ladies out there especially girls to face the society with a new confidence and braveness with a victorious joy.. so keep up the good work

I like ur speech and the way u deliver it.

With a few exceptions, perhaps, the whole married world live in conflict and “single”. May be you are wiser, not to go through the
ordeal. Having not shut the door yet, who knows, you may still find
a soul mate!

God bless for happy, healthy long live….. and purpose for which you are in your passion; and the related service…..Keep it up

Super Kirthanya ! You learned life for your own way! .. 🙂 🙂

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